I’m Sorry…!

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I’m sorry that you feel that I snipe at you all the time!
I’m sorry that you find me so difficult!
I’m sorry that I don’t feel like coddling you right now!
I’m sorry that my anxiety is kicking my ass and I don’t feel like doting on you all the time!
I’m sorry that you feel the need to snap at me when I am feeling anxious because you see me as being hard on you!
I’m sorry that you don’t feel like dealing with me right now!
I’m sorry that I am a burden to you!
I’m sorry that I don’t feel like going out!
I’m sorry that I don’t feel like attending a party!
I’m sorry that socializing is exhausting for me!
I’m sorry that I stayed in bed so late!
I’m sorry that I forgot to prepare dinner!
I’m sorry that I didn’t get to the grocery store today!
I’m sorry that going out was just too much for me today!
I’m sorry that you are tired of hearing about my mental illness!
I’m sorry that I embarrassed you when I had my panic attack!
I’m sorry that I made you uncomfortable when I “lost it” today!
I’m sorry that I shrieked at you when you told me to just “lighten up!”

The thing that I am the sorriest for is that I feel sorry in the first place when I am the one with the brain that doesn’t work like its supposed too and yet I am the one that is made to feel guilty over something that I have no control over!
Trust me!
You wouldn’t want to trade places with me!

~April

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